Rollarcoaster

Every felt like your life was a rollarcoaster? Yup. One moment up, one moment down. Life's like that....

Anyway, today was tiring. Ran around Singapore trying to find dining chair. Anyone know where to find crocodile/goth looking high back dining chair? Do drop me a line if u know.

Reno updates

Today we went to get a dining table from I WANNA GO HOME! Also got a nice huge mirror and two bedside lamps. So happy. I've always liked the furniture from that place. Classy and cool. So I managed to get a pure white gloss dining table with super nice legs. I'm gonna get crocodile leather chairs to go with it. Gonna look real Goth!

Went to inspect the house late. We saw the lighting being done halfway. The storeroom door had a doorknob! Wasn't what we wanted. Told the ID right away.

By tomorrow or Fri, the house will be looking great. Fri afternooon will see most of the furniture in, except the dining table and mirror and bedside lamps. On Saturday, Careen and I are going for C2 facilitator's training. Yeah, get to learn together with her. And then going S2. On Sun got cousin wedding. So it's a packed weekend.

Stuff yet to buy -
TV console, book shelf, jordan's toy shelf, bedroom sideboard and mirrors, bedside tables. Mostly gonna be from Ikea (save cost). But definitely gonna be stylish.

Everyone can buy nice furniture, but not everyone knows how to be stylish in what they buy! haha!

See u guys. Hope to post some photos soon.

Light at the end of the tunnel

When darkness seems so unending, the only hope is to pray. When all hope is lost, cling on to Jesus...

The sermon today was inspiring! Dr Dyson is really a powerful man of God. I wish I knew all the things he spoke of today much earlier. treat your wife like a queen my brothers!

Got to meet Peter and some others today. Missed them terribly. MJ was very kind to me. JY was exceptional. Jeremy and Leo were also very nice. Told me he wants to go golf with me next week or something! Talked to Fuming about property as well.

I saw another recruitment ad today. For National Arts Council, manager for festival programs. Thought it might suit me well. Since I've got performance experience and all.

Earlier on, I went to inspect the new house. Was kind of unhappy about the sloppy work on the false celings and L Boxes. Told Noemie about it. She blasted the sub contractor. Wah, looks like Simon got a dragon lady to do my house. Ain't complaining about that.

Looking forward to tomorrow...Love

Emotions

God gave us a whole range of emotions. Like joy, anger, fear, etc. I've been dealing with the dark side of these emotions lately. It's amazing how fierce these emotions can be. I realise that emotions like anger and fear and bitterness can really get to you if you are not careful. The can dig into you and stay there for a long long time. The solution is always the same, stay in the presence of God and godly fellowship. Meditate on God's word and listen to Praise and Worship. Without these markers in life, you will go into a downward spiral...

Thank God for His grace to keep going on...

Please pray for Jordan. He isn't feeling too well these couple of days. Just got a vaccine last wed. So a little feverish. Going service now.

Butterfly Lovers

I just finished watching the new version acted by charlene choi and wu chun. I don't look like him by the way. Haha. I don't think it was as touching as the original version by wu qilong. That one was very good. This one corny. Tried to copy some of the original, but didn't quite work. Not tragic enough. The violin concerto didnt come out till the end. Also, the music compositions were bad, quite cheapo. So, for me, I rate it 1 star out of 5. :P

I wonder what pastor Tan will preach tomorrow? Must be a solid sermon. Ciao.

Working on my resume

Kind of strange having to write one after 4 years. But well, guess picking up the pieces is like that. Starts with the family and job. New house is going to be ready in a week. I just bought some electronics. Had a great deal... Mom blessed us with a fridge. :)

Tmr going to inspect the house again at 2pm, then going for S1! yeah.

TTFN (Ta Ta For Now)

Cos I miss you babe....

Remember this song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vo_0UXRY_rY

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

New beginnings

Dearest Friends,

I haven't been blogging for real real long. Just to update you from my blog what's happening. As some of you know, I've left church staff due to some unforeseen circumstances. Life is quite messy now. Hard going. Many emotional issues to deal with. Looking for new job. Considering property or pilot!

But do keep praying for me, I know God will come through eventually.

Love you guys! Especially all my beloved leaders!

29th Birthday!!!!!

Wow, can't believe how generous my zone and loved ones are! It's totally unbelievable. I got blessed the following items:
- 1 solid jacket from river island
- 1 takamine guitar
- 1 nikon coolpix s7
- 1 HP photo printer
- 1 $100 hair voucher
- 1 $50 beauty salon voucher
- 1 Dune sci-fi book
- 1 family tree photo frame
- 1 giant photo frame card
- 1 Jaz designed card
- 1 $500 cash gift
- 1 $100 cash gift

The NEW HYUNDAI AVANTE

A new milestone in my life. I've recently went ahead in faith to book the new Hyundai Avante. It will be coming in Oct week 3!!!
I'm simply so excited about this new vehicle.
This is what Singaporeans do to purchase more time. Getting a vehicle.
Imagine the freedom in travel Careen and I will enjoy....late night suppers far away from the boring coffeshop downstairs, etc.
Oh well, having said that, there are of course tradeoffs....for those suppers, we can probably only afford porridge and salted fish.
The kind of price we pay for freedom...